Wednesday, March 21, 2007

I Feel Huge

I'm tired of this.

My weight is going in the wrong direction. My clothes aren't fitting, I hate looking at myself in the mirror, I don't even want to be in any pictures.

I'm praying that this feeling will give me the motivation to stick with the my plan to eat right. I can't take this anymore.



M-j said...

Holy Crud, you are having a tough couple of days!!!!
Girlfriend, I know you FEEL huge but you aren't HUGE. You aren't a skinny mini but you aren't fat. I know that you have to be happy and you want to get in control of your weight and eating, that is possible. Just remember that you look different (to us) than the way you perceive yourself. I know I do the SAME THING. I feel like a size 14...and I am far from that.
If it will make you happy, get exercise and eat better. I know, easier said than done. But don't think that dwelling on your weight or getting "skinny" will solve all of your problems. Accepting it and doing something about it are more important!
You can do this! I know you want to! I know you want to change! Just remember, you still look good to us ;)

pkzcass said...

First, very funny story about Julia and painting her nails!

Second, I started down that slippery slope of gaining but decided today, the first full day of spring, that I would begin again. I challenge you to do the same thing. Aren't you doing weight watchers?

Lauren said...

Now I feel bad that I bought all those Weight Watchers coupons off you . . . Sticking to a WW plan tends to work very well.

At the very least, write down everything you eat.